Anniversary:
Tomorrow will make 3 years since my mom's passing. I find it interesting that I haven't been able to lose any weight since then. Not surprising at all just interesting. At times I feel like I am just sitting here waiting for her to come back. DUH!! I know it isn't going to happen, but that is how it feels. I've tried the whole dealing with feelings thing so I would quit eating them, but it hasn't seemed to work for me. Just yesterday I ate 3 brownies in a matter of 30 seconds when my son drove me nuts. What's up with that? Seriously am I that person? I guess I've become her. I need to get back on a path, any path. One that takes me forward not back and one that I can emotionally handle.
Kitchen Update:
I decided in my infinite wisdom that I would update my 1960's knotty wood pine cabinets and buy some "newer" laminate counter tops. I know, I know, not laminate. I can't afford anything else and I figured anything would be nicer than busted up yellow laminate. Pictures to come later.
Oh and I'm about to get back into the pallet collecting business. I'd like to make a couple of tables with them and I think I've found a business I can get them from.
Goals: Just for Today (I like bullets)
- Exercise 45 minutes of cardiovascular
- Do 100 squats, 100 bicep curls/should press thingy's, 100 crunches, 100 push ups (you know modified), 100 chest presses/flys
- Eat no more than 1850 calories and no less than 1800
- drink plenty of water (really need to work on this)
- Go on interview with positive winning attitude
- Sand at least 2 cabinets doors
- wash, dry, and put away giant pile of clothes
- Cook healthy dinner tonight--grilled chicken, vegetables
